Not funny

I have made several attempts to post already. Now, while I know I am not a wonderful writer I do at least like to believe my quirky sense of blunt humor adds a bit of interest and helps to lighten subjects that can be taken too seriously. I have had a lot of negative situations over the course of my life that I have been forced to adapt to. My chosen method of survival has been humor. So imagine my surprise when I deleted sentence after sentence because NOTHING WAS FUNNY!

I feel like a part of me is missing. But it's not like I can put up signs in the neighborhood (now see, yesterday I could have spun a few hilarious sentences on that thought alone!) or go buy a new sense of humor.

Since I have become a mother, felt myself sinking deeper into the fibro pit, aged, put on weight, and lerned to survive on very little sleep I feel like I had lost a lot. But my sense of humor????? Seriously? Cruel. Very cruel. I hope it is just temporary. Actually, I think the people who know me would hope even more for that. Without humor I got nothing folks!